Tired

Today I've had to take pain-killers. Which in it self isn't that bad. Naturally I would like to aviod it but since that's not a possibility in the winter time I'm living with it.  I have aches and pains in my right elbow and shoulder. Both my hips hurt like crazy and it feels like someone is jamming an iron pipe into it. I actually get surprised when there's a part of my body that doesn't hurt as it usually does.
It's one of those things that make me stop and become attentive.

But back to the pills... They make me loose my appetite and when I eat I can't eat very much (in comparison to what I usually eat) before getting nauseous and getting these gagging feelings. It's not one of thoses I've eaten too much feeling like on christmas but a regular "I'm gonna lose my lunch if I even smell food"-feelings.
So far it's made me lose 10,5 kilo (which is about 23 lbs/pounds). Not that losing weight is a problem - I actually need it. But it's just not a good way to get rid of the extra pounds. Berween the nausea and my allergies I'm wondering if I get the vitamins, minerals and proteins I need. I guess time will tell.
My problem is that I get so so tired. After a couple of hours I can sleep for 2 - 3 hours if I let myself. After a couple of hours I could sleep again. But that's just not a way to live life so I try not to give in to the fatigue I try to go outside for a walk or something every day so I can build up some energy and can keep awake.

I feel best outdoors because of the fresh, cold and clear air. I keeps me fresh, I feel less nauseous. It's just not very practical feeling best outside when it's winter and the snow drifts are between 23 and 71 inches...

I guess that it's just one of thoses things that AMC brings to your life - side effects.!